Love Love Love!

When Love is nice, it is really nice.
And when it sucks, geez! It REALLY sucks.
But Love is lovely
Lovely lovely love
I know I'm not making any sense
But that was never the point
I just felt the need to blab
Bout how much I love Love today :D


Yes I'm still mentally okay...I think. xxx

Gravity

"Gravity" by Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS:]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long. 

I love this song. It's one of my Colin songs too *blush*

P.S "Colin songs" are songs that make me think of him.

Break Up

I hate break ups.

They really suck and have a way of making you feel sad even when you have a lot to be happy for. I recently broke up with Colin and I am now suffering from the break up blues. Thankfully, I did it around a time of extreme joy; my Graduation from college. So I've been surrounded by too much love to feel his absence.

Too much love, and also too much work. BIO 101 is quite kicking my butt and my supervisor isn't even taking it easy with me. I wish I had a break today from Graduation weekend. But I did sleep from 2pm to 8pm so I guess I've gotten my rest and should stop whining.

Can't wait for summer school to finish so I can get my degree and get the hell outta this joint!

Sigh, I do miss him though. But that's it for me and relationships. At least for a while. Boys/ men are just TOO much work right now. Even more work than BIO and internship! xxx