Goodbye TEENS!

Before I start, I have such an awesome birthday! February 1st... No wonder I'm so awesome!

I have been trying so hard not to get excited cause we all know when you have high hopes for anything (especially a birthday), it can really disappoint you. However, I happen to be a birthday person and this next birthday is kinda huge personally. FINALLY, them teenage years are OVER. I turn 20 in about 20 hours!

As an almost 20 year old, I reflect on my teenage years and I must say I have had a blast. But I am very ready for the next phase. I edge away from being a girl everyday and move towards the light...the light of being a woman.

Okay I just chatted off. LOL! Point is I'm excited and I hope this next phase of life is everything I wish and plan for it to be.

Goodbye teens! :D

Unfortunate---> Cloudy Mind

It's unfortunate...
What is, I don't really know
Everything just feels unfortunate
What is most unfortunate
Is the need of a cloudy mind to feel less unfortunate
How will it help?
What will it solve?
Questions I can't answer
A cloudy mind just feels necessary
To forget worries and smile
To laugh when you really want to cry
I wish there was a better way
I hope I find it someday
But till then, someone please help me cloud my damn mind! 

First Impressions

Today in class, the lady (she wasn't our actual lecturer) said it takes 45 seconds to make an impression about someone upon meeting them. I want to assume it takes a day to assess what the semester holds.

If today, my first full day, is anything to go by, this semester is going to suck. Really really suck. And it'll be long too.

Lord help me.

Shady Dealings

Why do you have to be so shady?
I thought you said I was your baby
You promised to treat me like your number one lady
Now all I get from you are maybes

Last night I saw a shooting star
Couldn't share it with you cause you were too far
Grabbed my keys and got in the car
Drove to you on a road with no tar

No one was up, I let myself in
It was so quiet, you couldn't hear a thing
Got up to your room, chucked my gum in the bin
Getting ready for my number one sin

But alas you were not there
Details of your life you never share
I always come to you stripped and bare
But shady dealings are your only care

Back to School :( ;(

That terrible time of the year has come again; the time I go back to school. No need for long thing. I don’t like Yola, I detest schooling and I particularly cannot stand AUN. The heat, the hectic schedule, the terrible food (okay that is not so bad cos its helping me lose weight. LOL) and the annoying people. 

I already broached the topic of my amazing personality switch when I am in that environment. I’ve been home about a month now and I am sweet and loving and peaceful. Back to school means time to change that. But not this year. I want to remain sweet, loving and peaceful.

So here is a plea to AUN. This semester, in the name of God, leave me alone and I will do same. I won’t be a bitch if I am not given a reason to be one. I’ll be nice if you are too. I will mind my business and you mind yours too. No gossip, no chat, no drama. Let us all have a peaceful semester with love and lack of tatafo. Remember, talking about someone, no matter how nasty what you're saying may be, you are only giving the person hype. So if you don't like me, it is best to endure inwards rather than talk bad about me and give me more notice.

This I ask of you all! Thanks mush! 

Silence isn't ALWAYS the best answer for a fool!!!

"Silence is the best answer for a fool" they say. Yeah, okay. Sometimes it is. Sometimes, not so much.

A guy passes me in his car, hoots his horn and says "baby girl! Can I talk to you?" Silence isn't the best answer for this fool. "F&*k off!" is more like it.

I'm on Twitter and just one individual chooses to carry my tweets on his head, saying crap like "you need more sleep". Silence? Nah! I'll rather tweet back "you're the one who needs more sleep being so sensitive about a tweet!"

I'm on my own and someone calls me chatting nonsense. Silence again, I don't think so! You wanna waste your credit don't you? I'll help you out!

Silence isn't always the best answer for a fool. Sometimes, answering a fool don't make you a fool; it just makes you the person who can educate the fool.

So people, get out there and answer a fool today! LOL